a big fluffy puppy (c)
мну опять чувствует себя одиноко... хотя я и провела весь день в окружении огромного количества людей на игре по что? где? когда?.
and you know what?
I just wanna to come back home and to spend some time with my parets and friends, to chat all night long or just to lie in my warm comfy bad... and that's ALL. Am I asking for something... I don't know... that cannot happen? I just want to feel that I'm NEEEDED and there is someone else in this dull, stupid world who actually cares who I am.
I know that I have to wait.. and that's all, but I want to be home right now and I want to hug my friends and say how much i love them and how much i need them to be around.
It's all so stupid.
I'm just sick and tired of feeling alone every single second in this city.
And I want someone strong and reliable to be by my side but, obviously, everyone thinks I can do evething by myself...
and
YES, I CAN
but
I DON'T WANT TO
and you know what?
I just wanna to come back home and to spend some time with my parets and friends, to chat all night long or just to lie in my warm comfy bad... and that's ALL. Am I asking for something... I don't know... that cannot happen? I just want to feel that I'm NEEEDED and there is someone else in this dull, stupid world who actually cares who I am.
I know that I have to wait.. and that's all, but I want to be home right now and I want to hug my friends and say how much i love them and how much i need them to be around.
It's all so stupid.
I'm just sick and tired of feeling alone every single second in this city.
And I want someone strong and reliable to be by my side but, obviously, everyone thinks I can do evething by myself...
and
YES, I CAN
but
I DON'T WANT TO